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I wake up every day, turning off my alarm, going back to sleep. Then, suddenly running around the house because I am late already.

Seriously, I lost that willingness to go to work. Surely, it is not because of the pressure nor stress, they are always present and I get well with them though. One thing is certain, I am really an antisocial and an awkward one with other people around. We became bigger than before; from 8 to 10 and now 24; and God knows I tried my best to get along with them. But I can only keep a short and insensible conversation with one or two. Once there was a bday celebration and I silently went back to my cube without anyone noticing it. Because I got so shy to ask for a slice of cake or a cup of ice cream. Why do I have to be this awkward. 

And when you are so problematic, you should find something in which you can divert your emotions; and I find mine with ‘impulse buying’. Haha! 

  • Saw this pretty floral phone case with almost real water drops when I was walking going to the jeepney terminal. It only costs 100pesos! Too pretty right?
  • Human Heart Nature natural products. Gonna make a review about them soon. One thing is for sure, I am loving them!
  • New phones of my mother, and brothers; a gift from my father. This white Acer Liquid e2 phone is owned by my mom. She asked me to install Candy Crush and other apps same as it because that’s the only thing she knows to play. She’s obsessed, really.
  • I didn’t include this item here, but I impulsively bought a 3-in-1 universal clip lens! Huuu and it sucks! Bring back my money pls :(
  • Also, I recklessly bought a beauty product which I expected will help me with my dilemma, but instead worsen it! Never ever will I buy even one product from it anymore.

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I thought everything is perfect and going in my way. Oh no, did I miss a minute detail? I think I messed up. There’s no way to turn back. I hate what ifs, but what if I chose the other choice? Would I feel miserable like now? Or would it brings me to the path I visualize? Why did I not ponder about this before? I just chose the one that was laid in front of me. I never realized there were stuff behind that, maybe, those are better than this. I am in the middle of a tug war; they say, “Do what makes you happy.” But what if those things that make me happy are not the things that are not practical and would not bring me to my goals? Goals are different from my dreams. It’s painful to not make it when you once thought it was easy. And yes, maybe I am becoming one of the norms, one of the majorities. I don’t feel amazing, it’s horrible.These are random thoughts from my so random mind. 
HAPPY LIST
Humans of New York. I just spent my whole morning last Friday at work reading his blog. I followed his fb page and it is awesome, very inspirational and real! With just one photo and a quote from his conversation with the strangers, everyone could have a peek of the life and story of the people from New York.
My father’s at home already. After like 11 months being on sea, he’s now back!
Getting things done. 
Discovered affordable, natural and Philippine made beauty products!
New bags
Rainy yet perfect date with him.
How are you all? 

I thought everything is perfect and going in my way. Oh no, did I miss a minute detail? I think I messed up. There’s no way to turn back. I hate what ifs, but what if I chose the other choice? Would I feel miserable like now? Or would it brings me to the path I visualize? Why did I not ponder about this before? I just chose the one that was laid in front of me. I never realized there were stuff behind that, maybe, those are better than this. I am in the middle of a tug war; they say, “Do what makes you happy.” But what if those things that make me happy are not the things that are not practical and would not bring me to my goals? Goals are different from my dreams. It’s painful to not make it when you once thought it was easy. And yes, maybe I am becoming one of the norms, one of the majorities. I don’t feel amazing, it’s horrible.These are random thoughts from my so random mind. 

HAPPY LIST

  • Humans of New York. I just spent my whole morning last Friday at work reading his blog. I followed his fb page and it is awesome, very inspirational and real! With just one photo and a quote from his conversation with the strangers, everyone could have a peek of the life and story of the people from New York.
  • My father’s at home already. After like 11 months being on sea, he’s now back!
  • Getting things done. 
  • Discovered affordable, natural and Philippine made beauty products!
  • New bags
  • Rainy yet perfect date with him.

How are you all? 

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I’ve been working for two months, and I still have five more. I don’t know what else would come in my way, I have some drastically bad experiences already; I sobbed, cried, got nervous all the time but atop of it, happy moments are still keeping me strong and people who supported me make me think I can surpass everything that will come. Being the sole intern in our team of 21, makes me feel so important. There are jobs that are intended for them, but since they are so busy, most are passed to me. Being in this job is totally helping me to be responsible, organized and keen. I should be careful with every actions I am doing if I don’t want to mess up the whole organization. This is a very challenging experience as an intern, glad I am not just making coffee or shredding papers. My role is important for them, I feel valuable, so precious, but always tired and worried yet really happy.

Every day is the same; I go to work, over time, stranded in traffic, sleep then work again. I can’t even sneak a little here, I check my emails at work and sometimes we try to have some fun while at break. But my week has been great compare before!

  • My classmates and I had some fun on our fave small burger shop. This time, we ordered the bigger burger worth 100 pesos. Oh gosh, it was so tasty and we were so full.
  • After lunch, Elaine and I decided to have some ice cream break because we were so stressed. And sweets are the best remedy for this.
  • The highlight of my week is my after work while it’s raining hard date with my guy. He saw bumblebee at MOA and he couldn’t stop babbling about it. I don’t know, it looks special to me because it’s bumblebee from the movie haha. But knowing guys, they love cars like how we girls love bags and shoes. Also, I bought a Chapchae, a Korean noodles and I swear it is the tastiest! Then we looked for a good resto but ended up with Jolibee because I missed chicken and ok, I don’t want to spend thousands with overrated food. I have that mentality, is it bad? Lol. It was still raining when we went out at 9pm, and unfortunately the line in the terminal was long and there were no jeeps around. So we just took the bus going to another route, and there was long line again. It was already 11pm when I went home. I hate the Manila’s traffic. I hope one day, the government would find a way to aid this. It’s unbearable.

Hello guys! Long time no update. Thanks for those people who are still following me though I am having a hard time posting some sensible stuff, and also for those are hitting the follow button! Lovelots.

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PONDERING VOL. 1
Six months had passed, and anytime Christmas is coming again. Time has been so spontaneous, it will never stop no matter how much we want to. I love to think I am matured enough to cope up with the random and abrupt changes in my life. Life taught us lessons through tests. And I think I did good!
Take failures as challenges. No one knows the outcome of the actions unless you risk.
Everybody can make choices, but nobody can choose the consequences.
Worrying will not make things easier. Instead of depressing yourself, start making it works.
We all deserve a break from headaches. Take off your eyes and mind away from work. The more you stressed out yourself, the more your brain couldn’t work.
It’s okay to make mistakes; it’s a form of learning.
When things aren’t working out the way you expected it to be, stand up. Have a little walk. Or take a short nap.
Do not think you can not do it, because once you did it, you’ll wonder why once, you thought you couldn’t.

PONDERING VOL. 1

Six months had passed, and anytime Christmas is coming again. Time has been so spontaneous, it will never stop no matter how much we want to. I love to think I am matured enough to cope up with the random and abrupt changes in my life. Life taught us lessons through tests. And I think I did good!

  1. Take failures as challenges. No one knows the outcome of the actions unless you risk.
  2. Everybody can make choices, but nobody can choose the consequences.
  3. Worrying will not make things easier. Instead of depressing yourself, start making it works.
  4. We all deserve a break from headaches. Take off your eyes and mind away from work. The more you stressed out yourself, the more your brain couldn’t work.
  5. It’s okay to make mistakes; it’s a form of learning.
  6. When things aren’t working out the way you expected it to be, stand up. Have a little walk. Or take a short nap.
  7. Do not think you can not do it, because once you did it, you’ll wonder why once, you thought you couldn’t.
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I owe lot of tagged posts here, I am so sorry for the delay response guys :)
Thanks toshir0u​ for these questions, I enjoyed answering it :)
If not in the Philippines, where (country) do you want to live? I would like to live in London, or in Paris.
Favorite insect? Haha, ahm firefly? Haha can’t think of any good looking insect.
How many children do you want to have in the future? At least 2, max 3! But ideally, 2 lang haha. 
Thoughts on same-sex marriage? Totally fine, we are just bound by the what the society expects and what ‘they’ want us to do. This is a very sensitive issue, haha. Basta, I am okay with it.
Define Justice. Getting the proper action by judging a wrong intent using the three factors: the action done, the motive, and the circumstance.
Your thoughts on our modern technology. Really amazing, we humans are totally creating a new world. But honestly, I feel like it is just making our lives shorter. The chemicals, radiation…horrifying. And oh, looks like it is starting to control us.
Do you love our society? Explain your answer. Ahm, hmmm. No. We are currently in a circle full of hypocrites, judgmental people.
Thoughts on sex before marriage. It’s on the discretion of the girl. Virginity for other is holy, virginity on others is purely the breakage of the hymen. If a girl chose to lose it before marriage, we don’t have any rights to judge her. It’s her choice, her life, so why care? It’s her vagina anyways.
Urban or rural? Both has advantages and disadvantages. I am an urban girl since birth, but I would like to go on a vacation on rural places to unwind.
Share your worst heartbreak. Oh. Haha ok. It was about this guy whom I learned to love because he loved me ever since, I chose him and I thought everything was fine. Then there was this undeniably coldness suffocating me, so I bravely asked him. He said, “I am not yet ready for a relationship. Let’s end this.” I was like deep inside, “WTF boy, you were the one who pushed this, and when I fell for you, you will just let go of my hand and let me fall in the pit, alone?” I cried and cried. I was so stupid for loving him. Maybe I was a ‘challenge accepted’ for him. Huhu shet.
Flying across the blue sky or swimming across the deep blue sea? Both I am afraid being with. I can’t swim and I have fear with heights. Either of the two, I know I can’t survive so, none. Haha
 Many thanks with digitalraindrops and maridaniella for this:
Once you get this you have to say 5 things about yourself publicly and then send this to 10 of your favourite followers <3
I am starting to love natural skin care products. Currently hunting affordable but effective products.
Proud to say that I was able to buy my own stuff and give gifts for my family coming from my own money. 
I love Taylor Swift, though most people will laugh at me because of this, I don’t care you guys. I grew up with her songs, and I bet you too! So stop judging her, telling she’s a biatch, she’s just a girl who needs love. Unfortunately, the world knows about it and judged her abruptly :(
Also, I love Regina Spektor, Sara Bareilles, Lorde, Eminem, Jason Mraz, Bruno Mars…One republic, Maroon 5, Fun and many more haha
I cry easily. Seriously, I think I am getting crazy. I will cry when someone is crying, or when I am imagining I am dying and I am practicing my dialogue or when I feel so down or alone, or when I feel like I want to cry; I will cry.
Many, many thanks datemptationsofgilaten!

What are your nicknames? What do you prefer to be called? Izza only :)
Do you save old greeting cards and letters? Throw them away? I do save love letters from my boyf.
How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror? Ahm haha, more than 5 less than 10. 
What is one guilty pleasure you enjoy too much to give up? Maybe my blog? :( I am so busy I can’t even cope up.
What was the most recent compliment you’ve received and savoured? I am pretty :) 
Do you prefer that people shoot straight with you or temper their words? Why? I would prefer people telling me directly what they think of me, either good or bad.
If you had to change your first name, what would you change it to? Isabella. Sofia, Margaret, Dianna, Chloe, Jane. Pretty names!
What do you consider unforgivable? Homicide.
To what extent do you trust people? Explain. I trust people around me, but I know to whom I will disclose my private life. 
When do you find yourself singing? Always :)
Your personal Message for me. HAHAHA :P Hi! We barely talk, I hope we could exchange messages and get to know each other :) 
Hi, itseverythingnice thank you.
Will you ever forgive a friend’s betrayal? Yes ofc. There’s always a room for forgiveness.
What’s your ideal relationship? A private relationship, I honestly don’t like other people to know our whereabouts. 
What’s your favorite thing to do to de-stress? Eat. A lot. 
Any insecurities? I have many insecurities, but I learned to accept it :)
What is the song that best describes your current situation? The lazy song! hahaha
Will you ever consider being friends with a lover’s ex? Why? No. No. I tend to be extra jealous, and I never liked to hear what they had before me. 
What made you decide to run a blog? To have a place to post my photos.
What is the perfect summer getaway for you? Beach!
How do you mend your broken heart? Eat. Eat!
What’s the best thing to do on a Sunday? Church then, eat. Haha
If you’re given a chance to trade life with a co-blogger, with whom and why? None. :)
Thanks tinayblogs for these questions :)
What are you most afraid of? Cockroaches.
How do you deal with it? I don’t know, I just screamed? Haha
If you were to travel, what would you prefer: Cruise, Plane or roadtrips? Roadtrips! 
(refer back to no. 3) If you are to bring only 3 things with you, what would it be? Camera, money and car.
What would you prefer: to travel alone or with company? With company, I get lost easily.
Imagine yourself in 10 years, what do you see? A pretty mom and wife haha.
Coffee or books? they’re two different things, so coffee as a drink books as a hobby.
Bed or tumblr? Bed :)
What is your pet peeves? Person who smokes beside me. Wrinkled clothes, a girl who’s too composed she looked almost unreal.
How do you deal with it? I don’t need to deal with it :) You know, I can’t just make myself stop because there are lot of annoying things in this world.
3 things you can’t live without? Air, water and land! Says it all :)

I owe lot of tagged posts here, I am so sorry for the delay response guys :)

Thanks toshir0u​ for these questions, I enjoyed answering it :)

  1. If not in the Philippines, where (country) do you want to live? I would like to live in London, or in Paris.
  2. Favorite insect? Haha, ahm firefly? Haha can’t think of any good looking insect.
  3. How many children do you want to have in the future? At least 2, max 3! But ideally, 2 lang haha. 
  4. Thoughts on same-sex marriage? Totally fine, we are just bound by the what the society expects and what ‘they’ want us to do. This is a very sensitive issue, haha. Basta, I am okay with it.
  5. Define Justice. Getting the proper action by judging a wrong intent using the three factors: the action done, the motive, and the circumstance.
  6. Your thoughts on our modern technology. Really amazing, we humans are totally creating a new world. But honestly, I feel like it is just making our lives shorter. The chemicals, radiation…horrifying. And oh, looks like it is starting to control us.
  7. Do you love our society? Explain your answer. Ahm, hmmm. No. We are currently in a circle full of hypocrites, judgmental people.
  8. Thoughts on sex before marriage. It’s on the discretion of the girl. Virginity for other is holy, virginity on others is purely the breakage of the hymen. If a girl chose to lose it before marriage, we don’t have any rights to judge her. It’s her choice, her life, so why care? It’s her vagina anyways.
  9. Urban or rural? Both has advantages and disadvantages. I am an urban girl since birth, but I would like to go on a vacation on rural places to unwind.
  10. Share your worst heartbreak. Oh. Haha ok. It was about this guy whom I learned to love because he loved me ever since, I chose him and I thought everything was fine. Then there was this undeniably coldness suffocating me, so I bravely asked him. He said, “I am not yet ready for a relationship. Let’s end this.” I was like deep inside, “WTF boy, you were the one who pushed this, and when I fell for you, you will just let go of my hand and let me fall in the pit, alone?” I cried and cried. I was so stupid for loving him. Maybe I was a ‘challenge accepted’ for him. Huhu shet.
  11. Flying across the blue sky or swimming across the deep blue sea? Both I am afraid being with. I can’t swim and I have fear with heights. Either of the two, I know I can’t survive so, none. Haha
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GREAT WEEK.

I always thought I suck with making friends, it’s always been a one year relationship with them and after that poof, they’re gone. New school year, new friends. It’s totally hard to find people you can be with for years and for real. When I was in my last year in high school, I started to make friends again, I actually became the leader of our all-girls group who hated Math then (we called ourselves Girls At The Back). Amongst the ten girls in our circle, there were only two whom I became super duper friends with. They were my ears when I am desperately in need of someone to listen to me. My clowns when I was down, and the most annoying people I know, whom were also the nicest. Suddenly, I got people beside me and luckily I still have them with me.

Last Sunday, we agreed upon meeting for the first time this year. It’s very shameful to tell that we almost forget each other because of the cliche reasons: busy with school/work, personal agendas and etc. I don’t know how it happened, we almost drifted apart. We contemplated and realized we barely talked. You know how important open communication in every thing in this world, silence sometimes could lead into coldness then feelings being blown away together with the humid wind. We spent our day simple; we had our snack on McDonalds then planned to sit beside the bay to wait for the sunset. I was extremely happy deep inside; we talked about our current personal lives, whereabouts and future plans. But my most favorite would be, when the time we looked back and laughed about our high school days. Amazing, awesome. I couldn’t believe I am still so friends with my high school buddies and they are totally real. This thought makes me miss my high school days a lot. If only God would allow me to go back in the past, I would choose to be with them and spent more happy moments again. They said that ‘past is past, forget it in order to move on’, but happy past like this is worth looking back with.

TFIOS WITH COLLEGE FRIENDS

Just last Friday night, I was out with my three college classmates to watch TFIOS. It was actually me and Agot who wanted to see the movie so bad, but we dragged both Kervi and Bryan to join us. It was just almost half of the movie when I started to get emotional, then I sobbed, until finally I broke down into tears. Too many tears. I was too attached with the book I thought the movie adaptation wouldn’t be good enough just like the others, but I was wrong. The movie really justified the book, the characters, every scenes and they truly hit me directly. I can totally feel the emotions of the characters, from happiness, romance up to the scene he died and she cried. Everyone in the cinema is literally crying, the movie got everyone carried away.

I am speechless. I don’t know what to say anymore. All I know is that the movie is awesome, wonderful and great. Thanks for justifying the book, and portraying it like how we imagined while reading it. Thank you.

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Happy List Vol. 7
1. New hires, new teammates. We’re already 13 in the team, and there will be 3 or 4 coming by June. We are becoming a one big happy fam in the office.
2. It will be a month since the first day at work, and I must say I have perfected, or almost, my daily routine tasks.
3. I have adjusted my skin care routine and it’s working perfectly fine! I am so proud to say that my skin care right now is almost purely natural, which also have homemade stuff made by me.
4. Loving Sara Bareilles, Yuna and Regina Spektor. 
5. Just had a fast bone scan a while ago, and sadly my Bone Quality Index is just 69.4, while my mom is 81%. With respect to my age (20) I am already in the verge of having a bone fracture and/or osteoporosis. My back aches so much for a month now. The good thing, I found a new vitamin c + calcium for me, I hope it will work!
6. After a month, I was able to have a short visit at my boyfriend’s home, his parents keep on asking him if we’re still okay because they haven’t seen in me for a long time already. They were so worried that Joel and I would break up soon! Haha 
7. Big Guy’s Pizza! A 36” pizza with 70 slices (squared slices) of 11 different flavors. That is heaven.
8. Tomorrow is my ‘gala’ day with high school girl friends :D 
9. My allowance from work is a big help! I was able to buy stuff I need and want, of course I am saving too! 
10. Finally, I saw a stall with wet n’ wild and nyx lippies! Going to buy my favorite shades soon!

Happy List Vol. 7

1. New hires, new teammates. We’re already 13 in the team, and there will be 3 or 4 coming by June. We are becoming a one big happy fam in the office.

2. It will be a month since the first day at work, and I must say I have perfected, or almost, my daily routine tasks.

3. I have adjusted my skin care routine and it’s working perfectly fine! I am so proud to say that my skin care right now is almost purely natural, which also have homemade stuff made by me.

4. Loving Sara Bareilles, Yuna and Regina Spektor. 

5. Just had a fast bone scan a while ago, and sadly my Bone Quality Index is just 69.4, while my mom is 81%. With respect to my age (20) I am already in the verge of having a bone fracture and/or osteoporosis. My back aches so much for a month now. The good thing, I found a new vitamin c + calcium for me, I hope it will work!

6. After a month, I was able to have a short visit at my boyfriend’s home, his parents keep on asking him if we’re still okay because they haven’t seen in me for a long time already. They were so worried that Joel and I would break up soon! Haha 

7. Big Guy’s Pizza! A 36” pizza with 70 slices (squared slices) of 11 different flavors. That is heaven.

8. Tomorrow is my ‘gala’ day with high school girl friends :D 

9. My allowance from work is a big help! I was able to buy stuff I need and want, of course I am saving too! 

10. Finally, I saw a stall with wet n’ wild and nyx lippies! Going to buy my favorite shades soon!

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